Sorry friends!

Last week was a long, yet short, and stressful week... I'll explain further later, anyway I wanted to apologize for not keeping you updated on what is happening here at Zimba but know I'll be all over it tonight! 

My prayer this morning is to be renewed:

To have His eyes and ears so I am not fooled by my own obvious observations but can see and understand what the real problem is. (Patient's aren't very forth coming here with their complaints and it feels like it takes a lot of prying to pull out the reason they are seeking help... it's really annoying)

As obvious from the last statement, I need a new perspective one of perseverance and love: I would be lying if I said I don't dread the long line of hundreds of patients waiting outside my exam room door on Monday morning or having to harass the lab or pharmacy for pending tests and medications that makes efficient medicine almost impossible. My patients could die before I even have an idea of whats going on with them. I'm already tired of it, yet its only a taste of what Joan and Dan do every day--- maybe some coffee would help as well...

For capable hands and willing feet, a spirit of obedience not of rebellion and resentment.

There is nothing good about me today, I surrender this day to Him that is higher and stronger than I am and trust that he will work like I've never seen.